In the middle of the summer solstice I found the solemn of my soul succumbing into the abyss of obstruction. I cried into the depths of my limit and now I finally, found the tranquility. Sadness seems to fade out, it flew far away from me. Letting me uncaged into this four walled room. I was years confined into the platform begging to see the real world with colors of the rainbow. Long ago, I was figuratively blind. Nothing seems to comfort me than darkness that never leaves me behind. It was my comfort, then. That time, it was the only thing that never allows me to feel alone. It treasured me more than anyone else. It understands me when no one else can’t. It saw me in a state I can’t even recognized myself. I gradually fell into the comforts of it. And I might say, even fell for it. It hugged me in the coldness of the weather, blew air for me when I stickily drenched by my own smelly sweat. It was there when seasons changed.
Darkness becomes my salvation.
It doesn’t make me feel less of my worth. It makes me feel that I deserve everything in this grandeur life. It offers me and showered me with all the little things and appreciates me with all the imperfections that I have had in and out of me. It makes me feel perfect when all I can see is a shattered and broken glass that I, myself seems hard to fix.
In your confinement, you gave me hope. It help me bloom from a small bud to a beautiful and colorful flower. It help me nurture, mold, and hone my whole being. It never give up on me when everyone else seems to. It cheer me up. It praised and gave me compliment that makes me bloom into a positive human. It help me climb unto the top. It erased my hesitation, killed my frustration, and heals my depression.
And now, that the darkness urges me to see the light I comply gladly for it see that I am ready to face the world.
Thank you for everything you have unconditionally given me.
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